...what happens in the vault of the girls...
Because I have a "serious" problem coping with them, here's a little conversation I had with my psychiatrist:
P: I imagine them as being big show offs that love turning heads and getting reactions...
Me: They probably do, but it is a mixture of getting turned on by the reactions and being shy about it. And their sex life is kind of frustrating, because the men mostly cannot keep up with them....so they have to do it for themselves and get a huge pump out of it.
That is not frustrating for them , but after it they are again a little ashamed that they woke up the neighbors...But they do that too working out!
P: Haha - I love it! They're full of such attractive contradictions... And if there's one thing the girls seem to be, either when working out or getting off - it's NOISY!
Me: Sure is!
Me: They haven't really told me yet, mostly they meet up in their vault and push each other to extremes...and sometimes I get invited to film them but if I make an approach to one of them, they are like: "Yeah, yeah, you're so sweet!, Maybe some other time..."
The thing is that I get really angry when I hear that and I really don't like domination or being pitied when it comes to intimacy, but I hear that a lot, so I guess I have to live with that... P: Haha - oh no, the T girls are "friend zoning you"!
At least you get to join them at the vault. I assume that's like their own personal, ultra hardcore gym?
You have the role of filming them then? Sharing some of their workouts with the world, hence the workout vids"? Me: Yep! Sometimes it gets too much and then I have the "luck" to be left stranded in a body cast, because their GPY is getting too much too handle... But the next day it is again..." Maybe some other time" P: Haha - your blessing and your curse - being there filming them when their workouts get so extreme and they're so hideously pumped up and horny that they just have to grab you and let off some lust Me: Yep! P: Sounds like when their GPY hits a certain point, they almost can't control themselves. They're so disgustingly muscular, so throbbingly veiny and ripped - they probably turn themselves on so much. Me: Well, that's how the are in private... P: Bodies pumping out Testosterone like crazy... Grunts getting deeper and deeper, turning into gasps and moans Me: Yeah! yeah! "Ahmmm...could we??? "Maybe some other time..." It's not only their GPY, it's mine too... P: haha! Me: I'm like:"...Well I can't hold the camera stable, Nobody thinks of me!!! ...(whine...)" Nobody ever acknowledges how hard I work!!! (whine...) P: Poor T - so much suffering to help the girls! Their shyness is really cute too I LOVE that they're such girly girls at heart. Seems like they want to look good and dress sexy - but they get a little carried away and sexy ends up being mega-slutty, lol. Girl: "I just like cute heels. What's wrong with that?" You: "They're 6 inch platforms in hot pink. You look like a high-priced stripper!" Me: Nice example of a conversation that pictures the way things are in the vault... P:The vault is a great name. Definitely sounds like a place where girls workout pressing platforms loaded with steel beams and cinder blocks, or old jet engines Every barbell is loaded with enough weight to make it sag Me: Yeah.... P: I'm guessing the girls are pretty choosy about who they invite to the vault Me: Well sometimes one of them comes up to your door...Remember what you answered...Her name is Afro Deziak... P: that's her at my door? I love that name - hilarious, sexy and memorable Looks like she's gone through some serious development since then - really pumped up her physique - lost her boobs? And changed her hair style Me:Yeah! She actually got rid of their implants because she likes the look of muscles so much... P: Oooh - that's great. Got in the way of looking 100% musclebound Me: Yep! P: Something tells me that having mrshhh as your counselor is only gonna end up fueling your infatuation with the girls, lol!
